PLEASE HELP NEED SOME HOPE!!! PLEASE RESPOND!!!?

I am 9 DPO, this is my month 4 of ttc for me & this month i could just feel it i could have sworn this was my month.... But today i started cramping that feels like AF :( . I have read some women still feel like they are going to get their AF around implantion! Is this true? Is there still hope for this month? I tested this AM but it was BFN, i did figure it maybe too early. But I have been experiencing symptoms such as lots of erflies in my stomach ( yes it is a symptom just not very common) dizzy spells, fatigue and lots of creamy white CM! So I guess I am just hoping I still can hope to see that BFP this month!!